There is nothing like paddling with a new sweetheart. You have skill as a photographer. Forget about the self-induced "pressure". All we need to do is look at your photographs and realize what a wonderful experience you had. You are to be congratulated. Next time out and there should be many more with a lady like that one, try to develop some more confidence. That is the only thing missing. You have good equipment, good food, good people. Next comes the right and confident outlook and you will have the whole package.
Thank you for the compliments. I did have a great time. I am much more confident after completing my first trip. Thankfully, it went smoothly so all I can do is look forward to the next trip.